I really need a hero now!

Assalamualaikum & selamat sejahtera.

Dear BB,
I truly need a hero now! The one who will take me away from this hell! Ok, that's too harsh? Now, I feel worst than ever! I wanna quit! QUIT! Anyone? I've been imagining that my dad will come and fetch me here. I really hope my dad will be the hero for now! I NEED YOU ABAH! COME FETCH ME! (He won't listen...) I'm so pathetic! I'm so stupid! I'm so hopeless!

I wanna go home and leave everything regarding the matters! Any single thing that's always make me moody, gloomy, bloody... Tutttttt! I'd rather be boring at home than being someone who-is-not-me. I'm not me anymore! I need peace! I even dreaming of being hit by a truck and be hospitalised? Ahhahahahhh! I'm too shallow right, bb? Just to get away from those heart breaking and tense situation! I hope I can reverse the time and say NO! Say NO! NO! Towards joining the program. I'm fed up!

Abah! Come save me from this hell! I need you! You are my hero! Huhuuuu~ ;'(

Note: I think, I'm really in the emo mode! No one can help me! Except myself, my dad and Him. God bless you.

I need a hero! Honestlyyy! >.<"